How to be YOU? Tell me now.

I never hate someone like this.

But now I do.

I hate a girl named Zil Hayatul Arina bt Mohd Razip. Born on 27/10/98. Yeah I hate myself.

I know some peoples which are awesome, they love themselves.

they love everything they have. Other peolple love them too.

But honestly I don't like to be me. I want to change but I don't what kind of people I want to be.

Tell me why.

There's a lot of thing that I felt and I DON'T KNOW how to tell.

I just can tell you with a scream.

But there's no chance for me to shout.

No chance.

I feel bad. no. worst.