Teenagers and filthy love

Assalamualaikum earthlings sekalian.

ehem. its holiday, people!
Sampai KL last thursday. Ponteng dua hari because I can. Jangan ikut kakak ye adik adik. Sifat mazmunah tu. Ustaz Rusdi tak suka.Its been a week, I didn't touch books at all. Ye kawan-kawan. Memang tak belajaq langsung. Syaitan mana yang hasut aku ni masyaAllah. Dahlah result exam teruk nak mampoih. Entah celah mana silap aku wuwwuwuwuwwwww okay.

Hadirin yang dihormati, (ewah)
Kaklong dah kawin. Kakshikin dah tunang. Qilah dah ada pakwe.

and I'm here, wondering how does it feels having someone that really care for me. Yes, once, I believe Syafiq really cared for me last time. I said cared. past tense ya kawan-kawan. But now I can't imagine that feeling anymore. Hahaha. Err I don't wanna talk about that here. Sebab if you really know me, you can think yourself the answer. Who I love.

To be honest, I don't care about having a boyfriend at this age, or someone to fling fling or anything. Sebab aku rasa its better to love someone from far. It costs alot of pain tapi come on la. kalau couple pun nak buat apa. Belum boleh kawin pun.  Banyak kerja pun. Ada masa ke pun. Baik simpan je perasaan tu. Express your feelings to Allah, kalau ada jodoh, kau sesat kat greenland pun, korang akan jumpa gak. Kan Allah Maha Mengetahui? :D

Sekarang ni, form one2 kat sekolah aku mcm selalu berdua duaan apa semua and I feel so scared apapa jadi ke. Aku pernah jumpa senior kissing kat tangga kot. Yes, my school may be the best school in Kuching (as in sekolah harian la tapi) but I REALLY DISLIKE those people yang buat benda tak senonoh. Korang sedar tak apa yang korang buat sebenarnya?

Well this is why I don't want to get attached to any guys anymore. dan. aku belum dapat move on pun.

So let me just keep this feelings to myself and focus on my studies. Nak makan kuih koci. Bye

rintihan seorang gadis yang tak berapa nak ilmiah (gitewww)

ewah kelas kau jah. Assalamualaikum semua.

I can say that I am totally tired and sick of books (padahal baru masuk march) sebab I really can't handle myself in pressure tahap gaban since I think I am way too stupid ditelan dek lautan manusia berotak cair di kelasku. I mean like seriously, semua orang berhempas pulas nak straight A, but what are those smart asses in my class aiming for is 8 100%. yes. everything 100%. I've tried to improve, I've studied my best, and I just going to leave the rest to the Yang Maha Esa.

I think la for my 15 years of living this is like the first time I really studied. I mean, I don't study when the exam comes (like what I used to do) I really study because I want to know. But I do realise aku memang berubah gila gila sebab before this I never sleep at 9 woke up at 3 just to study. I never ever ever touch a book (yang berbentuk ilmiah) sebelum tidur and woke up with a book in my hand.................before.

and the most important thing is my menstrual cycle is TOTALLY MESSED UP. Gila kau tau tak. Imagine. 17 days of bleeding. Then 7 days off. lepastu 14 hari period.........then off 7 hari lagi. and  today is like the 12th day. I know this is not normal. I know I should see a doctor. Semua dok marah aku "kitak pergi lah check doctor oh?" "awat tak check doctor?" "you really need to see doctor" dan bahasa2 yang lain.............I knowwww but I'm just.....I dont have time. Its okay, I swear I don't feel any pain at all, biasalah tu. stress. stress. haaa. stress.

Well its 11:28 and I should be doing my homeworks tapi peduli apa aku. Dahlah bagi kerja kursus time dah nak exam. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. mamp0s hang.

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dah tiga perenggan lebih aku membebel.......................ok

epic fail level satu

Hai kawan kawan!

So, lusa dah sekolah balik dah. A week wasted doh. Sebelum cuti punya lah dok plan nak habiskan syllibus in a week time. lepastu imagine myself tak tidoq malam belajaq sampai buku semua habis. imagination ja. Realiti nya aku dok buang masa main dragon city. Dasar syaitonnn. Lepastu bukak youtube tengok semua movie yang ada husband berlakon (bukan adi putra tapi beto kusyairy) dan layan semua video matlutfi.

Lepas tengok video matlutfi ni aku pun tak tau kenapa tapi.... my sis and I tend to speak mcm org kedah. Aku tak tau apa motif. Mungkin ini tanda jodoh aku nanti dari Kedah? (cough) hahahaha err first crush aku memang orang kedah (batuk berdarah) (batuk berdarah campur kahak) (makan mucinex) (ah poyo)

"hang dah level berapa dragon city" kata adikku
"level 13! hang toksah poyo. nanti aku kejaq hang"
"poyo. adik dah ada 20 dragon kot"
"mampoih hang. aku nak tidoq" cause its 10 pm and I just finished studying
"awat hang tidoq awal gilak?"



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fail kau dik.