ewah kelas kau jah. Assalamualaikum semua.
I can say that I am totally tired and sick of books (padahal baru masuk march) sebab I really can't handle myself in pressure tahap gaban since I think I am way too stupid ditelan dek lautan manusia berotak cair di kelasku. I mean like seriously, semua orang berhempas pulas nak straight A, but what are those smart asses in my class aiming for is 8 100%. yes. everything 100%. I've tried to improve, I've studied my best, and I just going to leave the rest to the Yang Maha Esa.
I think la for my 15 years of living this is like the first time I really studied. I mean, I don't study when the exam comes (like what I used to do) I really study because I want to know. But I do realise aku memang berubah gila gila sebab before this I never sleep at 9 woke up at 3 just to study. I never ever ever touch a book (yang berbentuk ilmiah) sebelum tidur and woke up with a book in my hand.................before.
and the most important thing is my menstrual cycle is TOTALLY MESSED UP. Gila kau tau tak. Imagine. 17 days of bleeding. Then 7 days off. lepastu 14 hari period.........then off 7 hari lagi. and today is like the 12th day. I know this is not normal. I know I should see a doctor. Semua dok marah aku "kitak pergi lah check doctor oh?" "awat tak check doctor?" "you really need to see doctor" dan bahasa2 yang lain.............I knowwww but I'm just.....I dont have time. Its okay, I swear I don't feel any pain at all, biasalah tu. stress. stress. haaa. stress.
Well its 11:28 and I should be doing my homeworks tapi peduli apa aku. Dahlah bagi kerja kursus time dah nak exam. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. mamp0s hang.
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dah tiga perenggan lebih aku membebel.......................ok
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