Arina sayang mama.

Its time to pack for school actually, but, I feel so malas to even get up from this bed. Malas nak ambik barang yg jauh 15 cm pun. Ini kategori malas level tujuh juta. Mampus.


Harini training netball. Malas.
Belum buat frontpage kerja sejarah. Malas.
Belum siap homework. Malas. Haha tipu je I've done my homeworks di masa rajin yang lepas.
Esok competition netball. Malas.
Iron baju. Malas.
Lapar tapi makanan kat bawah. Malas.
Belajar.

Lagila malas ngok.

And I feel like a retard di mana aku duduk atas katil, termenung, dahlah belum gosok gigi, kepala goyang goyang. I don't know what should I do, eh no no, actually I know, but I refuse to do, sebab I am that malas. One of the malasest days

Tapi one thing,

I want to tell everyone about how much I love my mum.

Entah, she is so supportive, in a way, yes, she is indirectly supportive.

Di mana bila dia nampak my tired face bila balik dari sekolah, she will ask me, "Arina dah makan?"

Di mana bila mama sentiasa akan tanya "Anything to print?" sebab printer kat rumah rosak and she can always print my stuffs at school.

Di mana bila I have too much homeworks that she know that I might sleep at 3, mama ironkan baju sekolah arina.

Di mana bila I have training awal awal pagi, especially on saturday, mama akan paksa abah stop dekat any kedai just to buy me breakfast.

Di mana mama, akan spend like 30 minutes doing questions yang arina tak dapat buat pasal factorization.

Dia la yang beli my first telekung.

Dia la yang beli my first facewasher.

Dia la yang beli my first pad.

Dia la yang beli my first revision book.

Dia la yang give me moral support when I started to betul betul cover my aurat (its a long story)

Dia la yang ajar arina baca Al-Quran

Dia la yang akan masak my favourite food kalau she notice I don't eat for few days, sebab depression

Dia la mak yang paling memahami, yang sentiasa support her anak yang pelik, yang sangat cantik, yang very the baik, yang membebel tapi masih comel.  

I am so thankful dapat mama. I might be the most pelik, nakal in the family but trust me, kalau Allah bagi Arina peluang, arina nak duduk dengan mama sampai mati. Because I love you too much.

I  know that mama has always love me

I just don't know how much

InsyaAllah ma. I'll do my best in everything dalam PMR, SPM, dalam dunia ni, dalam ibadah, like what you taught us.

Sayang mama.