I won't be very far

So I hopped on a train 3 in the afternoon

I don't know when I'm coming back, but I hope that it's soon

See, I never thought (I never though)

That I'd have to leave your side (your side)

It's only physically but know that you will be on my mind

Twenty-four hours at a time

Cause in my eyes, you were mine (you were mine)

No matter where you go, I won't be very far

Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are

Cause love has no distance baby

Love, love has no distance baby

No, not when it comes to you and me

See, he wrote me a letter, said the weather wasn't better

But he said that he was doing fine

"I want to see you face to face", that's what he wrote to me that day

And I knew that it was all a sign

So I wrote back with a song, promised it won't be too long

Wanna make up for all our lost time

Cause in my eyes, you were mine (you were mine)

No matter where you go, I won't be very far

Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are

Cause love has no distance baby

Love, love has no distance baby

No, not when it comes to you and me

So I'm going through these boxes, my life's gone off track

It's been three years, he hasn't written back

But in my eyes, he's still mine

And I know it sounds so stupid to be waiting this long

But I'm still in love, and I know I'm not wrong

Cause in my eyes, he was mine

No matter where you go, I won't be very far

Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are

Cause love has no distance baby

Love, love has no distance baby

No, not when it comes to you and

No matter where you go, I won't be very far

Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are

Cause love has no distance baby

Love, love has no distance baby, no

Not when it comes to you and me

They all know our love story. But they don't know much. I didn't expect this three years before

I didn't expect I did that. Losing my trust to you

and fall hard for another 

Aku tau aku yang salah. I have learnt my lesson. 

Aku yang lupa kawan

Aku yang lupa kau

I don't know what is my actual feelings to you

Yang aku tau, 

you make me feel happy

walaupun call, kacau aku masa aku sibuk blajaq

walaupun aku tau kau saje taknak follow twitter aku

walaupun aku tau yang kau actually dah moved on

Aku just nak kawan aku yang dulu.

Janganla buat mcm kau tak kenal aku

I know you are reading this :)

Zil, cuti, dan laurier.

Salam sejahtera ke atasmu.

Its June 4 already? last aku tgk calendar masih may kot
apa masalahnya ni? calender aku yg corrupted ke hari aku yg tak productive?

!!!!لول ارينا لول

Memang la hari kau yang tak productive!

Kalau bangun terus bukak laptop hadap remy ishak tu productive sgt ke?

لول 

لول 

لول 

لول 

لول 

لول  

 (best pulak lol dlm jawi ni)

Oh yea. since school pressed me too much (very) aku dgn sukacitanya, dan dengan tak rasa bersalahnya, dengan bahagianya, dengan tak risaunya, aku tak belajar cuti ni. Mampus. Pergi mampus semua buku. Aku nak cuti. Khamis last day exam tu aku tak tido langsung, to be exact, aku tak stop belajar pun. Daripada balik sekolah (rabu), aku hadap buku agama PMR (which ustazah don't really tell us which bab keluar) sampai pukul 6 pagi, mandi kejap lepastu terus pergi sekolah. dlm kereta, tidur kejap. Aku sekolah petng but thursday abah xdpt hantar tgh hari. terpaksa la turun pagi dgn mama. Kan mama cikgu. hahaha. 

sampai sekolah, revise semua tokoh islam. belajar sampai pecah kepala dari 6:30 sampai pukul 12 mcm tu lepastu terus exam. Paper dua jam. Alhamdulillah, dpt jawab. I try not to give a damn about the mark since I have tried my best (walaupun last minute, eh no, tak last minute pun sbnarnya.) habis paper, I realized jari kelingking sebelah tangan tu mcm nipis, nampak blood vessel semua. oh yeah. cara aku pgg pencil mmg jari tu kena dgn pencil. Jom kira berapa jam aku pegang pencil. 7 pm to 2:30 pm wahhhhhhhhhhhhh. gila apa. Mana tak berdarah jari kau zil. Lepastu paper geo pun terus buat paper without studying. Aku memang tawakal je since bukanla aku tak tau pape pasal geo. Asalkan kau constant study, ok la. Nasib baik tak susah paper haritu. Tapi kalau nak aim markah tinggi2 pun tak boleh gak. Haha. Whatever, its over anyway.

And here I am, home sweet home. Jumaat pukul 9 dah smpai KL. Sabtu balik kampung. For a week. 

I did have a good time since aku boleh tido selama mana aku boleh. Especially time time ABC (Allah bagi cuti) ni kan, sukati aku je nak bangun pukul berapa. ish ish ish. but one thing i can't change about myself, pukul berapa pun aku tido aku akan bangun pukul 9. I slept at 12 bgn pukul 9. I slept at 6 bngn pukul 9. hahaha. mesti korg pelik kan ape je aku buat aku tak tido? I read. Chronicles of Narnia, buku buku Siti Rosmizah, Cecelia Ahern's kau ingat dapat apa baca time sekolah? Haram

Kira productive la cuti aku ek? errr 40%? atleast?

And another extraordinary routine cuti aku is, making icecream 20 sen for the kids! omg so malaysian! hahaha. Kampung aku ni bnyk bebudak. So why not kan? Atuk pun being so supportive sampai barang2 semua dia beli. I made milo (OF COURSE), bandung, asamboi, strawberry, and teh ais. Of course they are special sbb kedai lain manade buat pekat mcm I buat :p

Best part about balik sabak bernam is along the way kau akan jumpa this satu kedai cendol yang PERGH BEST GILA WEH. Cendol Durian Borhan. Of course, cendol durian is the highlight but since I don't eat durian, aku order cendol pulut jagung. ada cendol keladi, entah bnyk gila la. laksa dia pun sedap nak mampus. Aku rasa nak mampus duduk sarawak kempunan bende ni. Heh. Mampus!

Oh, and I really have trouble with my menstrual cycle. Second week baru flow heavy gila nak mampus. 

Kenal bende ni? 

lol girls, who doesnt

Its been a very tough week, imagine la kau pakai pad 35 cm pun every hour kena tukar. Rimas, lemah, penat, pening, dengan adik yang suka cari gaduhnya, dengan crampnya, tersiksa jiwa wuaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

They said such severe bleeding isn't normal. Aku pun pergi la Hospital Umra, in Shah Alam. check sikit.

I got so excited buat ultrasound scan. Hekeleh. Mengalahkan org pregnant. But who cares aku dpt tgk uterine wall aku and korang tak dpt hahahahahaha. But the gel yg doctor letak on my skin is so cold I feel like putting it all over my body. Hahaha. Shah alam panas gila kot. And Alhamdulillah, doctor ckp aku okay. Dia ckp aku stress, sbb tekanan darah aku pun mcm tak normal je for a 15 years old mcm aku. She gave some pills, and suruh aku buat detail scan once I stop bleeding. Sbb kan uterine wall aku tgh tebal dgn darah. Dia suruh dtg buat scan betul2, just to make sure that I am really okay. 

Okay la kot. I don't feel anything. No pain. Entah sempat ke tidak aku nak check lagi kat situ. entah bila aku stop bleeding. Sabtu ni dh balik Kuching dah. 

But dkt Shah Alam bnyk shopping tudung. check http://www.sugarscarfbyriqa.com/

SIAPA TAK GERAM DOH PERGI SUGAR SCARF????

Nasib baik jumpa tudung yg sesuai dgn baju raya. 

Kalau nak cari tudung lawa lawa kat kuching entahla......hahahaha susah.

One thing, since time sekolah aku mmg tak tgk tv pun, (yes, I am a nerd, study maniac, yg mmg duduk dlm bilik belajar  sambil minum coffee) aku baru tau the existence of such good drama mcm Cinta Jangan Pergi!!!!! OMG cerita tu best gila. Lea Suraya, Khalil, Hud. We can really feel their love, We can really feel their pain. And aku suka gila watak nadiya nissa dgn this new actor Bill, their relationship mcm cool gila! 

pain.

couple paling sengal haha

Akhir kata, majulah industri drama melayu negara! Bye bye!

emoness tahap tiga ribu square

Entah.
Nak cakap aku tak blajaq, aku rasa dalam satu hari tu 5 jam tidoq 19 jam yang lain aku blajaq.
Nak cakap aku bodoh, every year aku class A.
Nak cakap aku malas, macam aku cakap, dalam kereta dalam toilet apa semua pun aku buat maths

Tapi aku masih rasa aku tak cukup bagus.
Faham tak rasa mcm "ok kalau aku tak dpt straight A aku tak diterima dlm family ni"
Pernah tak?
Aku nak dpt keputusan yang parents aku nak
Tapi kemampuan aku ada limit.

Note to self;
Ukur baju di badan sendiri.
Unless kalau pak hang banyak duit
Atau mak hang ada butik
Atau hang tarzan tak pakai baju
Atau hang memang tak tau SI unit for distance (boleh check science form one chapter one ya)
Ok stop.

Stressnya wehhhhh